I don't really know where to start, and I don't know where to begin with accepting this. I miss so much about you, the silly things, your feet, the little gap in your front teeth, your dimples when you smiled. The big things, our holidays, the fact we did everything together, and now I'm totally lost, no routine. I still sleep with your blanket because it has your smell. After a tough start for you, you were turning into a totally loving, trusting, sociable young man, and your best years were yet to come. You made me so proud, you were my best friend, life won't be the same again for a very very long time. I adored you and I know the feeling was mutual. Fly high little man. xxxxx